Bella Katanorika

2012-02-13T18:12:00.001+08:00

I've decided to update this blog of mine yet again. Who ever knows, my loyal readers are still waiting for me to update.
You guys have some catching up to do then!
School was not as fantastic. I was all quiet and lonely girl. A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. Sigh. I'm trying my best to face it and smile and move on.

You that feeling whereby you love someone so much but things just won't go your way and you just have to set them free? Yeah. That's what I'm going through.
I feel utterly disappointed with you me us. 😔

2011-08-20T09:22:00.002+08:00

You wanna know why , here's the reason .
I felt that you've stopped trying to make me happy , like I'm not worth fighting for anymore .
First was about the goatee . And you didn't comfort me .
I felt like shit . And I though that you'll be okay later , but it seems like I'm nothing to you any more .
If you stop fighting for me , isn't that love already fading ?
and you said i should stop giving attitude , you know i always do that .
but , why did you change ?
why now ?
then it was in the bus , I was crying and yet you said you wanna alight .
what does that even mean ?
what am i to you now ?
however , I'm glad that you didn't alight .
you tried to comfort me only making yourself to vent your anger at me and making me see the sight of you that i despise .
what is this ?
how am i suppose to tell you the reason for everything when you're acting like that ?
tell me how am i suppose to pour my heart out to you when you're forcing me .
if you cant handle me like this , giving attitude , leave me .
id understand . id tell everyone that we're not meant to be and it was neither of our faults .

cause if you love me , like you said you do , prove it . show it . convince me that your love ain't a lie .

cause if you say that you'll be there for me through it all , then take a stand in your own words .

but for now , you shattered my heart . you threw it away .

Leave me , if you can't take it anymore .

2011-08-14T16:04:00.000+08:00

My blog will be up yet again , stay tuned .

xoxo

2010-12-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

I am so bored . I wanna make macarons soon . Chocolate Macarons . Yeay , maybe this weekend . I am gonna get my pay soon and Imma buy myself wedge boots and bags . Yeaaaay . I am so lazy to open my blogshop cause I'm a lazy person . Ok soon k . And currently I'm watching Switch :)

I am friendly k bye .

2010-12-08T20:08:00.001+08:00

I can say, “I’m over him” a million times and more. I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow. I can perfectly curse his name. But once he’s around, I don’t know and… I can’t explain. Why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp, making me want to fall into his arms once again. After everything that he put me through. He still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that, I can do nothing about it.

2010-12-07T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hi every one . Currently I'm waiting for Episode 11 of Gossip Girl to load . Omgeee , I can't wait . And waiting for daddy to get me macarons ! Yeay .

Oh , haters please . Call me whatever you want . I don't feel a thing you know . i'm so fly right now and all that you say only reflects back to you . Boo , what a shame . So please k , don't put the black mark on you .

Oh and the person is better off without me ? LOL . thanks for your advice so here's mine . Hell has no fury and I'm not gonna give up until I see he's married . I will make it happen . By you talking so much hater , do even know who the guy I'm referring to is ? And did you know anything that has came between us so far ? And did you know he's not happy with his life cause a part of him belongs to me as he said ? Did you , I betcha didn't know . :P
Sucka .

And so , I'm back on track and I promiseee will launch blogshop this week . Hopefully if everything goes on smoothly .

Much love ,
Bella .

2010-12-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

I really am trying not to think about anything right now and it's kinda made me cool down . Reaaaaaaally goood to feel this way . Yeay me ! And some how tumblr is reaaaaallly reaaalllyy annoying cause lappy can't open it . urrrgh .

And my blogshop is almost completed , wait for it to launch :)

I need to get heels , desperately .
Oh shoes , you're my new devotion .

LAUNCH OF GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 4 EPISODE 11 : THE TOWNIE TOMORROW !!!!!
I CAN'T WAIT .

I wanna go out tomorrow but I think I'm broke , I'm left with $40 . :(((((
And I need to wait for 11 more days until I get my 500 , hopefully .
Ah , sucks to be broke .

2010-12-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

I was all around town with Fathin bestf just now and another guy . Okay , first up was me craving for macarons which when I ended up buying and tasting it , it taste like shit . Smells like shit . And yes , thanks to shit it made me almost puke . Gross much ? After that we went to try on shoes and had loadzxs of fun . Head down to get mars balls and chocolate mouse . So superb delicious . Then to Cinileisure to get a hell loadzxs of cheap things ! :D

25 more days and some one owes me something ! yeayyyyy .

I feel like a mess right now , I know why . My tumblr tells it all .

2010-12-04T20:14:00.005+08:00

I don't seem to or want to have any clue where life is taking me to but I sure do know what 'friends' mean . We have loadszx of friends but when we need them barely handful are there . Cliche ? Yep , and right now , who knows I'm experiencing that . Believe it or not .

You know , some how it occurred to me that I just don't wanna fall so hard on my head to know that I'll get hurt in the end with this thing called 'love' and 'guys' . But for sure , I'm glad to say that I know some one I like and that person too , is someone I can count on .

It was just today that it happened . Out of 6 billion people in the world , he was there to comfort me through it all . And no , I didn't see it coming . Coincidence you say ? I am very fond to have him as my friend though and I'm not expecting more than that because once everything is ahead , I know I'll loose some one very precious to me .

And for those who are called my friends , I'll think twice now . Why am I trying so hard to always be the one arranging for meet ups and have fun and trying so hard to keep being update know that I'm always there for them , but .. they're not here for me . Didn't it ever hit them in the head once ?

But no doubt , I just miss the 6 girls that used to stand united together . The 6 that promised never to leave . Also , the 6 that had their own reputation , pride and everything else to maintain that some how never occurred to see that every thing's fallen apart badly .

2010-12-04T13:17:00.002+08:00

Life can't be any more upsetting than this . Oh , did you know I cried on the last episode of GG because it was utterly sweet Chuck and Blair scenes . And the song ~ :(

I need to get this weight lifted off my shoulder , so here I am pouring out my feelings . Be judgemental or anything you like , I couldn't care any more .

I miss you , you know all those fights we made it through , sleep overs , getting into trouble together and party , dance and everything . I didn't know just one mistake could destroy it all . Never a second of my life without you have I stopped thinking about what happened . I wonder every time if you'd ever spare a thought for me . Yea , I was in the wrong but you wouldn't give me a chance to explain and apologize . I miss you like hell and only god knows how much . I miss how we always stood by each other through it all and make each others day . Share everything . And at the very moment when you've found your soul mate , I was happy for you and it was beyond words . Though I am always stuck in the past , you're the only one that could see right through me . I miss how we cried for each other . Oh fate , why must you do this to me ? I treasured everything of our friendship . Only if you knew , only if you read this . I'd put my pride down for you . I'd go an extra mile just to have you back . You've never been replaced . Never , not once I have a thought to have a new best girl . Who cares if I'm crying while typing this out , I'm sincere . I'm sorry if I had been one of your most shittiest frienemy or whatever you call it . I just want us back , my best baby girl , my best friend , my pillar of strength .

I miss you .

2010-12-02T19:52:00.001+08:00

Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can't tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you're not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don't bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You'll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today's not the day. Because here's to the nights you delt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn't breathe. To the nights you couldn't wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you things would just get bettter. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wish you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.

2010-11-28T18:51:00.001+08:00

No mood no mood no mood .
Bye .

2010-11-27T12:33:00.002+08:00

Heyho readers , I is back . Bali was superb .

Currently I'm working and I'm tired due to yesterday's belly dancing class . It was fun though . :D I enjoyed myself . I wanna watch Harry Potteeek . Hehe . I was supposed to watch it with some one but alamak , I don't think jadi already :/

Oh , yesterday was also awesome too . I texted two people and some how made my day . Yay ! Very happy girl you know !

And so , life has been really kind towards me since I'm back from Bali . I love things now . I really have absolutely no idea what to write about .

Oh , blogshop will be opened by the end of next week . Im busy doing work . K

byebye :P

2010-11-25T13:19:00.001+08:00

I IS BACK
will update more soon .
stay tuned , TIRED

2010-11-21T12:45:00.002+08:00

Currently at bali . Omg , so shoik here .
Im having the time of my life . The villa here is like the best man , you eat breakfast in your villa . They send it to you ! And you have a private pool which they have speakers for ipod to blast music .
Free Internet access , lg flat screen tv and omg , things just can't get any better .

Before this villa , my family and I stayed at Hard Rock Hotel which had a live band every day after 9 pm . It's super fun and the pool , fuuh .

Today I'm gonna check out another hotel that I will be staying tomorrow . And shopping of course ! xD And I think mummy will be bringing me to Syndicate (club) .
So freaking many pictures !

Ill be back tonight .
XOXO

2010-11-18T11:05:00.000+08:00

The truth is I still care and always will.

I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever.

2010-11-18T09:46:00.001+08:00

Bali in a few hours time :))

Adios ^^

2010-11-17T20:58:00.003+08:00

Itu I dengan kambeng I . ^^

First time I korban and I felt really happy and sad at the same time . Scared too . When my kambeng was brought up to the table , it didn't move or make a sound . It was quiet and like very tenang you know . Then I felt really good after everything . Like whoa , nnty my kambeng come and take me . Alhamdulillah ~

Then when I was waiting for my kambeng's meat . They announced that there's 2 extra kambeng for any one to korban . So , rezeki my dad . He went to korban , and his kambeng was the last one to get slaughter and plus his kambeng very big ! hehe . Syukran .

AND I WORE TUDUNG JUST NOW , MY COUSIN CAN'T RECOGNIZE ME :(

Sat and ate at Uncle's house . With beloved cousin and all . Talked laughed and took pictures . All at face book . ^^

BALI TOMORROW MAN ! OMG OMG , LIKE SO FAST xD

I can't wait to shop . And lappy lagging please , i tak suka . And I gotta go soon , need to pack bag .

Thank you mum and dad for the trip to bali , staying at Hard Rock hotel and another villa . I will upload all pictures when I get back ok ok ? :) I tengah excited niii ~

2010-11-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

NI LAGU BUAT LAGI SODEY MODEY .

I can't wait to see my kambeng tomorrow ^^ I will take loadzxs of pictures ok , before he kena slaughter :'(

I can't wait to meet my cousin tersayaaaaang .

I can't wait to go to Bali and hopefully stop thinking about everything that's been bothering me

When I go bali , I need to buy 2 board shorts for man and XXXX . 1 red shades for Satria . 1 half framed spects for gab . Girlzxs stuff for MYSELF , BESTFRIEND , FAVOURITE GIRL AND BELOVED FELLAA KU .

I will be opening blogshop when I come back from Bali , PROMISE :P

2010-11-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hi I wanna blog in malay starting from now ( This post only )

Kenape agaknya eh I tiba tiba rasa macam gini ? Macam tak sedap hati . I tengok dia punya profile macam good good . Jealous I . :( And I dapat tahu dia punya kekasih lama masih sayangkan dia . I tak kesah kalau I kena tinggalkan dia , buat apa I nak jadi third party kan ? Tapi sekarang , dia tanak I tinggalkan dia . Cakap dengan I and kasi I assurence semua tetapi bila tengok balik , waduh , banyak sungguh perempuan . Nak sakit hati tapi buat apa kan ? Dia bukan nya kekasih I . Ye , I suka dia . Tapi belum sampai tahap sayang . Kenapa agaknya I rasa macam gini ? I macam nak berbual dengan kekasih lama dia tetapi tak tahu nak go forward ke tak . Bila dia dengan kekasih dia , dia keluar dengan I ! I tak tahu la dia atau kekasih dia yang tipu tapi , I lebih percaya kepada perempuan . I tak tahu masih nak teruskan hubungan I dengan dia ke tidak .

2010-11-16T19:29:00.001+08:00

Hari Raya Haji always make me sad :c
And tomorrow is hari raya haji ,
and tomorrow i ada korban daging :)

nnty i update lagi ok ?
I love you mak ( greatest nenek of all )
mwah

2010-11-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

Hey readers ,
I don't know why I'm feeling like this today . My mood is like : fed up :(
But I'm not angry or anything . I think I've made up my mind .
I wanna be single till end of 2011 !
My goal , I wanna and will achieve it .

What do you think ? HAHA , think can make it or not ?
ehheeh .

And mistery guy you might ask ? Hm , I don't know la . We're just friends , he's just like a normal crush . Infactuation you call it ! :)

Been 2 days since I watch GG :(
I'm dying , ah , omg .

Hari Raya Haji coming soon ; I can't wait to see my kambeeengggg :P

3 more days and Goodbye Singapore .

Yaknow , talking to you yesterday was great at the same time some how my feelings started to change . Yaknow it has been some time since we both talked and i just don't know . I'm confused . And I hate being confused . Whatever lah . :/

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows movie , still with you ? :(

2010-11-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

HI I AM A HAPPY GIRL .
OK BYE BYE .

OH ! I HAVE A QUESTION TO ASK ALL OF YOU ,
REPLY YOUR ANSWER AT MY FORMSPRING KK !

WOULD YOU BE RICH BUT UGLY OR POOR BUT GOOD LOOKING ?

WILL BE WAITING .

XOXO

2010-11-14T14:03:00.000+08:00

Hello readers good afternoon ! :D
yes i'm in good mood again . Yesterday was AWESOME . Plan was to meet man , wahab and the rest at town . But instead , everything went differently . I reach town early and met up with Mistery Guy since he finish his things early .

And so we ate and talked a lot . haha . Walked from 313 all the way to ions . walked all over ion and then head back to 313 .

It was fun overall . 4 more days to Bali . =( dah tak excited la .

i cant wait to use my 2 free tickets . yeay !

2010-11-13T14:45:00.003+08:00

Hi town , here I come to shop .
And maybe meet Mistery Guy .

YOU KNOW EVERY TIME I GET A TEXT I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING ! HEHEHEH .

he's so sweet la just now . make me meltzxszxs .
heheehhehe .

and please dont come telling me that I just know him then so fast I like him k ! -.-
cause i know him quite some time already , since zaman gemilang =.=
ok , bye bye .

IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

mind me , these are my happy moments .

5 MORE DAYS AND BALI HERE I COME BABY !
YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .
HERE I COME HARD ROCK HOTEL .

BYE , I'M SO CRAZY .

2010-11-13T12:05:00.002+08:00

I am in a really good mood today :D
I feel like going town alone and shop all to myself . hehe .
Okay , the alone part is not confirmed yet . I just can't wait . Yesterday was awesome .

You know the feeling when some one you like text you and you just go all head over heels reading a simple text and you get so excited . It's like the other party took the initiative to text you first and all you need to do is reply . And whenever the other party's name appear on your phone and you'll just smile to yourself feeling flattered . Oh well , that's what I felt yesterday . hehe :D

And thank you people for your concern at my formspring .
I've found a new guy that is SINGLE . So don't say I'm trying to steal your guy k -.-
And he makes me feel so safe .
I don't feel insecure and if I ever do feel insecure ,
he'll prove me wrong .

Yeah , that's someone I've been looking for .
Oh my , I'm very fond to get to know you .

NOW , time for you all to figure out who Mistery Guy isssss ~

2010-11-12T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hi readers , I can see that you guys are speaking up .
And not to mention , busy body , stuck ups and green eyed monsters :)

I would like to say that haters are people who are simply jealous of what you have and what you are capable of .

Seems like you said I could get my ex back and you're "asking me not to " . Hey , I get you but you can take all the vulgarities back in your mouth . If you wanna ask me not to get my ex back , I get you but if you ask me rudely , I will repel and simply make your life worst . Currently , I'm enjoying my low profile life and I'll listen to what you want . But seems like you people are getting on my nerves , before I climb the ladder and make myself at the top back , you better ask your mom to teach you some manners :)

I'll be waiting for your reply :) . And I am very honoured to still have haters in my life , you're gonna make me so popular again ,

THANK YOU ! =D

Oh and if you're like gonna call me a bxtch after this , please have some other better word ok !

2010-11-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

Shit , I have my test today and I've only read my notes like half way through and the most difficult part of the test that is credential marketing , i have absolutely no idea how to get the hang of it . Okay , shit , i seriously don't wanna fail . And you know instead of reading the notes and practice it , I'm watching GG now . So good right ? -.-

And I kept on breaking things now and then . Today I broke a cup and while eating crabs at home, the crab poked me -.-

Okay , very good right . Bye ,I'm off .

3 hours test later , like macam buat art gitu !
hehehehehe .
XXOOXOXOXO

2010-11-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

Hi , I still can't wait for my bali trip . And until then , Imma wait PATIENTLY . :)
I'm very bored right now . Only if I went to bestf's crib .
Yes , I've been watching GG all the way . I'm bored .
Currently I'm all sappy with those emotional songs .

I can't wait to meet nat and dhiya this weekend ! xD

This song , made me weep .

hey you ( remember i like to start the first sentence with that? ) ,
Maybe it already doesn't matter now but , i miss you . really do . Though we don't talk anymore I strongly believe that you read my blog . I really and honestly miss you . I don't wanna judge your situation on your face book updates but know that I'm still thinking of you , even if I don't show it , write it or say it . I felt that everything was real when I was with you . You knew that you could keep me safe . I'm really sorry for not telling you the truth and for ending it unprofessionally . I would want to say it face to face but I know I won't do it . I wanna text you but I don't have any reason for doing . I'm scared of what you'll think of me . thats all .

2010-11-10T14:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was great ! I ate Wendy's with Elly . HAH , and we talked a lot . Watched Dvds at her crib took many pictures . All at facebook . I had so much fun . I'm so super sorry best friend , I was supposed to meet her up today and head down to her crib .

And today , Imma bore at home . I woke up at 8 at first then I decided to head to sleep back as no one was awake . Then I had this super fabulous dream then all of a sudden I woke up again , and the whole routine continues till I eventually woke up back again at 1 pm . That's so great of me right ? -.-

I'm so sorry F , promise won't do it again . I can see that you , F and him is back on track ? Hmm , good for you guys . You're so gonna hear from me soon >:| heheh . just kidding.

Well , 8 MORE DAYS !
HAHAHA , I'M GOING TO BALI . :D

I don't compete to have you back is not because I'm afraid of losing ,
It's just that I know I'll get you back for sure .
How , you might ask ? Oh hell yeah , I have my ways .
But until then , I'll let you have your moment .

Never ever underestimate anyone . :)

2010-11-09T01:51:00.003+08:00

Camera shy ? HAHAH , naaaah , I'll pass that .

I can't get to sleep , I'm meeting up dearest Elly later on today . Heading to her crib . Wanna meet Nayli too but a guy is in the way , right nayli ? That's what happen when your in looove ~

And so anyways , 9 more days . :)

I wanna write about some one now , Hi I miss you very much . I don't know why but even though we spend a little time together just walking and passing shops and talking it seems like we've been talking for hours and the conversation just keeps on going . I'm very happy that everything happened . I don't know why I'm feeling this way but no doubt you're a great friend . I can't wait for Saturday again ... or maybe not . Imma take control of myself !

I don't wanna fall in love again because I remembered that I won't give up on something . :)
I dont need no man . hehe . :P

Bye boys/man/guys .

gegegegegeggege , i cant' wait for the 18th to come ! Damn you come faster la .

2010-11-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

Currently , I'm really lazy to post a picture .
Omg , I won't ever do the 'like this status' on facebook ever again ! I've got like 80 plus likes and I'm tired already .
I have class tomorrow and I haven't finish up my homework yet .
Ugh , I'm tired and my phone is super silent now ,
boo hoo.
I can't wait , 10 more days .
whoooo hoooo .
And today I cleaned my room and book shelf up !
Most of my books are pink in colour ! haha .
Ill take a picture of it soon
:D

Well , I'm addicted to the song say it's over - N dubz .
Okay , thats all , I wanna watch GG .

2010-11-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiii all ! I will upload pictures soon ok ?
heh , today I went to my uncle's house and I met my suuber best cousin !
Nazeerah , so jambu like always , see who's her cousin also k :P
Then my 1 year old cousin , fuhh , sooo cute ! The cheeks , macam nak gigiiiitzxs !
Heheh , anyways , I'm gonna sleep soon .
And I can see that you people are eager to know the guy eh ?
HAHAHAH .
Dream on , I wont tell .

Andddd , my brother said he saw a darn nice Marc Jacobs watch !
Ishhhhhhhhhhh , tempting ~

XOXO , 11 MORE DAYS .

2010-11-07T11:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating . I've been busy , yesterday I went out with family to vivo but left half way to meet some one :) Everyone shopped . Me too . hehe , but I'm still jealouszxs like crazy of my little brother's AX watch . ugggh . Never mind , and so , while I was with some one , this conversation was utterly funny that I'll share it here .

We were sitting somewhere outdoor and ...

Me : Omggg , you serious we're gonna sit here ? It's super duper hot yaknow !
XXXX : Hot , really ?
Me : YESSS ! like super hot !
XXXX : *laughs* you wanna know why ?
Me : Why why ?
XXXX : Because I'm beside you . *giggles
Me : =.= HAH , you might wanna consider the sun is glaring at me .
Both laughs .

HAHAH , it was so funny . I had a great time . Yeay us ! :)
Till I update again ,
xoxo

2010-11-05T05:01:00.002+08:00

I said to you hey , not knowing whether you'll reply me back or not . And then I got to know that there was a problem going on with my chat list . I wanted to ask you whether you were doing fine . At that very moment , I was very sincere and my guts were all up . I waited and there was no respond . I see my hopes start to fall crashing right in front of me . It really hurts , I just wanna be your friend , I don't ask for anything more than that .

But karma hit me real hard the next five minutes . It seemed unreal , like a fairytale . XXXX , a friend of mine , i shall not mention who talked to me . At first I was like ' oh hell , who cares ' and that things but instead it turned out the other way round . I did not expect something like what happen actually happened . I'm really touched . But no , my hopes aren't high . Seemed like I wasn't hoping for anything at all now . I don't really care even though I adore him very much .

Just so you know , you made a history in my life and I'm glad you once shared your love with me . You'll find a better one for sure , I'll pray for you :) I let you go , not because it naturally happened or those reasons I gave . I just wanted you to be free from the pain you get when you're with me . I lied , I know . But it's just the best for us both .

There goes a saying ;
If a guy wants you , nothing can make him go away .
And if he doesn't , nothing can make him stay .

2010-11-04T15:53:00.003+08:00

As always , I'm bored :)
My phone's so quiet nowadays . And today , I ran 6 rounds around my house area with my two little brothers .
Woke up and ran straight away . Like for the first time ! HAHA , it's just for fun . And no , I'm not on diet , wanna be skinny or blablabla . I love being myself , and I love the way I am .

Well , I'm down with flu now . Boo me :c But , I'm still enjoying life . oooh , 14 more days :)
I can't wait . I'll tell what I'm counting down to soon . heh . For now you guys can start guessing and start wondering . Ahhh , fever will be with me soon .

The song Ku tetapkan menuggu by Hady Mirza is stuck in my head . I even hear that song in my shower ! AHAH , that song's so sweet :')

I'm done with my 'homework' now . And I shall continue watching GG .

ps , i know you'll read this . i miss you . why don't you just text me ?
(yknow who you are)

2010-11-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

Guys , maybe this should be a favour im doing for you . Ahha , if you happen to get one of those lines in the left , refer here ! =D

I'm super bored . Been watching GG all day long . And I'm still not sick of it . haha . 90210 , I'm waiting for episode 8 . Uggggh , next mondaaaaaay ! -.-

I'll update more tomorrow . And no , im not working , hehe :P

2010-11-03T17:52:00.000+08:00

A perfect partner in life is someone who can be with and talk about anything without realizing that the day is over. Someone who will always listen and feel twice the joy or pain you’re going through. When you start to feel that connection, never let it go because there’s more to companionship than there is to love. Because in the end, when all else fails and consumed, you will always hold on to those times you don’t even need to hear the words I love you .

& you make me feel that way ,
thank god i found you :)

2010-11-03T16:34:00.004+08:00

I DID NOT COLOUR MY HAIR RED ! :))) (but it looks kinda cool right ? )

Hey everyone , I decided to update my blogger now . And not forgetting , I do always update my tumblr . I will update here on a daily basis , I promise yo ! :) Holidays , kinda boring but but ! I'm loving the times that I am catching up with best friend , Fathin Azirah . Alamak , I love you so much okay .

Currently I'm dying here at home , eating and eating . And I bought ice creams for all my 3 little brothers . So sweet right ? HAHA . And yesterday I curled my hair , sorry mummy i wasted you 150 bucks for nothing . MY HAIR REMAINS THE SAME ! -.- not even any curls exsisted . Only , My hair is shorter and now , some how thicker . =.= Will be brunette soon . Colouring my hair with best friend , i think ? HAHA .

15 more days to something . HAHAHAHH , yippieeeeeeeee ~

I MISS MY FELLA BIRDYYYYYYYYYYYY MUCHMUCH ! :P

ASK ME ANYTHING @ MY FORMSPRING .
XOXO ,
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME .

2010-10-11T16:52:00.003+08:00

Guys think of girls as a video game.

They play you and keep beating levels. But, if they get mad at the game, they yell & scream at it, then eventually turn it off if it isn't going their way. And when they finally finish the game & beat the last level, they get bored and don't want to play the game again, because there's nothing new left to do, nothing new to learn. Guys don't like a game that's easy to beat; they want a challenge. Just one that's not hard enough to run down their ego.

2010-10-11T11:33:00.002+08:00

Hi , so cute right the picture ? ahaa :)

I renovated my blog yesterday , I'm very satisfied with it .

Now , Imma find some new songs and put it in .

This holiday , I wanna go and study Chinese language .

Work ? Maybe . Maybe not :)

Stay tuned , watching Matra at home now !

2010-10-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hi , I am still in raya mood . idk why .

I wanna go shopping again , more and more .

Im so bored im so bored .

okay , i swear i dont know what to update about other than how much boredom I am feeling now .

okay , shud up .

goodnight everyone .

ohh wait, good luck for whoever that are taking their N level DNT paper tomorrow :)

2010-10-09T11:30:00.002+08:00

Morning readers :)

Today's plan : pamper myself with anything and everything that I want as Imma head to town today .
But I'm not sure with who yet .

Who cares anyway right ? Ahhaa , day 2 of holidays and its kinda boring already .
Shit , how the hell am I gonna survive for the next 2 months ? -,-

Im planning to buy a guess charm bracelet . Should I ?
Okay , whatever .
I wanna change and do whatever is necessary .

XOXO

my blog needs a renovation :c

2010-10-08T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hi , starting from today , everyday will be a holiday for me .
No more reasons for not updating my blog except for the days that I will be shopping .
Yesterday was mummy's birthday , we went to Hyatt hotel and it was great .

Oh , talking about N levels , Maths paper 1 was easy paper 2 was easy too and I have loads of careless . Dumb much ? nah . Ill pass that . Just dont have enough time to check through .

The rest was simply do-able :)

Oh , not forgetting I feel like a free bitch now , I can do whatever and whenever I like . No reasons for turning down plans to meet my girls .

Can't this like of mine simply be any better ? Ahhaaa :)
I need to shop .

stay tuned
x

2010-08-28T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hey , sorry people imma go on hiatus now .

n levels coming like in 9 days time . ill update when i can .

superb sorry .

Gonna bake cookies today .

If love gives you a bad romane , buy a new telephone and call alejandro ~

2010-08-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hey faithful readers , I'm guessing that I'm blogging back . I have no idea why though . Well , life have been such a mess and I'm glad that my Art Paper is over . Phew ~ Prelims result ? Hm , I reached some of my targets but not satisfying . :( Fasting month , not a torture ! Ahha , I'm doing great .

Oh , not forgetting school have been great . Love life , uhm , I don't wanna talk about it . Just confused . Okay whatever . I missed every one . From guys to girls to new and old friends . I completely shut myself down and missed a lot of things . But it's okay , I'm doing the best for myself . :)

Well , my formsprings dead now . I gotta blog more I guess ! I promise I will . N levels around the corner . FML . I can't wait for school later .

XOXOXOOXOXO.

So I’m going out there. And I’m going to do the best I can. People are going to get in my way. Things are going to bring me down. But I’m going to keep going. I’m going to reach as far as I can, for every thing I’ve ever wanted. And I’m not giving up. Because that’s what you do when your dreams are more important than your fears. You go out there and ignore the odds. You focus on one thing- that your dreams come true.

2010-08-04T20:15:00.001+08:00

The truth about girls; we act like we’re cold so you’ll hold us. Gossip isn’t a sin, it’s an art. The word “bitch” doesn’t mean much to us. When we say we’re fine, we’re usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We’re never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don’t show it. We’re confusing, and you’ll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we’re beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don’t care, we usually do. We’ll mess with your head. If we say that nothing’s wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you’ll be all wrong.

I MISS BLOGGING . ALRIGHT , THAT'S ALL :)
2 more days <333
Prelims results , i hit my target for my art and malay .
The rest , im about to find out .
xoxoxoxoxoox

2010-07-25T16:08:00.001+08:00

I LIKE YOU BECAUSE we had a suuuuper awesome time during singapore poly! i like you because your so nice to me and your a super cool chick. i like you becos your freaking pretty and i like you because when i see you you will act sombong but still say HI to me hahah! i like you because we had popeyes with natt that time... and we could talk on foreverr. i like you because your so easy to talk to and your so bright and cheerful [: i like you because you gave me a kinder bueno even though u wanted it so badly but you still gave it to me~! i like you because your the best senior that i've ever known and i love you so so so much ♥♥ thanks for everything bella (:

- Dhiya Bisyarah

Ps , that's like the sweetest thing some one ever said to me . OMG , im so f-touched ! :D Pssst , I LOVE YOU TOO DHIYA !! :D

2010-07-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

We’re teenagers. We’re still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch, bitch, bitch. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to think. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and those will be the memories. One day that’s going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you’re gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and live your fucking life with a sexy smile on your face.

2010-07-24T17:40:00.003+08:00

Im super sorry once again . My blog is so dead . Oh , I passed my malay paper 2 for prelims . Cool shit . Ahha , I've been busy and my art deadline is coming . That makes me twice as busy to even have some bull shit conflicts that came in . Whatever with that , N levels are drawing nearer , oh FML VERY MUCH .

I'm active at my form spring nowadays . And I've been studying , ahhaa :) Any ways , no more love life for me . What a waste of time . Oh plus fasting month is coming , i can't wait. :DD

Stay tune .

2010-07-18T15:14:00.003+08:00

I'll be back .

Leave your links / questions on my formspring or facebook .

xoxo .

2010-07-06T19:47:00.001+08:00

A little something from the movie Eclipse .

When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up.

Our answers were things like astronaut, president,

or in my case, princess.

When we were ten they asked again and we answered: rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist.

But now that we’ve grown up they want a serious answer.

Well, how ‘bout this: who the hell knows?!

This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, it’s the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill.

Fall in love - a lot.

Major in philosophy ‘cause there’s no way to make a carrer out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again,

because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can.

That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won’t have to guess.

We’ll know .

2010-07-06T19:37:00.002+08:00

I'll tell you now. Let go when it hurts too much, Give up when you think it's no longer worth it and move on when things are nothing like they were before. Because I'm telling you know, there is someone out there who will love you even more. (:

Currently I'm reading a book titled , Tall tales and wedding veils by James Graves . It's a super awesome book and I'm half way through it already ! :D Love it , tomorrow is my orals . (((:

2010-07-05T13:44:00.001+08:00

Happy youth day to all :))
I watched Twilight saga : Eclipse yesterday !
It was fantastic , you guys should watch it . I love it and I was just super engrossed while watching it . :D

I wanna watch it again . heee . Oh , I will upload pictures soon , i don't know when .
Today maybe Imma head to town with family . *hiphiphurraye ~

That's all , tomorrow is my orals for N levels , wish me luck pepos (:

xoxo

2010-06-30T20:48:00.004+08:00

Today was great , start of the day and I received a Hersheys Milk Chocolate . Awesome right ? Ahha , thanks brother :) Really appreciate it . Talking about this reminds me about the conversation me and Kak Lily talked when we're walking to the bus stop . It's super funny . hee .

Oh , tomorrow is the first day Eclipse is coming out and I wanna go watch it since Yan gave me a free ticket . And , thank you for that :) hee , I wanna go watch it , i won't mind going alone . hee . Oh, my current maths teacher is Mrs Lee and she's fantastic , love her teaching ! *two thumbs up . Although last time she keep on hunting for me for Ncc . haha .

Im lol with my brothers now about something . xoxo

2010-06-28T19:50:00.001+08:00

School has given us new and longer timetable . Instead of ending school at 1.45 , Imma end school at 4 pm from monday to friday :/ kill me .

2010-06-26T11:52:00.001+08:00

Packing bags , last minute holiday . I'm off people . School is starting , dang :c miss me . heh

2010-06-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

I am so busy , bye :)

pssst , youre back , hiphiphurraye , say hi to mista X ! :D

2010-06-20T11:01:00.003+08:00

I love TLC , and yes , I got sun burn all over and 10 times darker ! Now I have a Malay skin . HAHA , shit man . Ohh ! Now I am the voice . I really had fun for the past two days , we swim at Sentosa played dog and bone , captain's ball and stuff . I love it . Coach Sasi congratulate me at the end of the whole thing and said " You're a good leader , keep it up " :DDDDD , hehe . Omg , now I'm adding all of them on Face book , this is superb . We'll have an outing together soon ! Can't wait yaknow . :) Love you all . xxxx

2010-06-17T08:21:00.002+08:00

Bare with me , pictures of Souel Garden are in my memory card . And I've watched Karate Kid already . Wasn't as fantastic though . Ahha , well , Imma have tuition today . Been watching Glee and 90210 . I'm obsessed already . hee .

oh , I had a dream about some one when I woke up today . Shall not mention the person's name but , I really miss those moments though . It's been quite some time and only god knows what went wrong . The person's happy now and I'm happy too . But , that doesn't mean I'm giving up already . I've been holding on strong and Imma still hold on , until then Imma get my wish granted . :) Make a guess who he is . HAHA , i think it's quite obvious though -,-

Anyways , I miss mista X , heard he was sick :c The last text was " don't worry , I have faith in you " Can't you be any more sweeter ? Awh . Missed you man , ahhh , kay wtv , no more emo mo mo ~

I can't wait for tuition , :D I'll link those who left their links at my formspring soon . (:

2010-06-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hi , omg ,my form spring . HAHAHA , some one please say england will win pleaseee :c hehehe , anyways , I went to Kaeira's 1 st birthday yesterday . She's Manissah's little sister . Super adoreable . Mr Osman was there . Haha . Zul too , and Min . Ahhaa , so funny . We played Uno and stuff . I had fun :D And ,dad says today wanna go shopping and movie . =DD

xoxo.

2010-06-12T00:54:00.003+08:00

Every one's into World Cup now , so who do you think will win this year ? :)

I asal main rembat , i guess England ah . Why ? Because England the word when you say it , like nice ah . HAHAHAH , omg , i know so pathetic . hhehee .

I wanna know who you think will win ! Leave your name and the country on my formspring . Plus plus , one of my twitter friends said spain ! Hmmm :/

And some one else said spain also !!! Alaaaa , apa niee . Peng side ah ! HAHAHA , chey , belum apa apa eh ~ Lets seee . Hmph !

2010-06-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

Kill me , I have so many pictures to upload on facebook plus I'm planning on study group outing that would probably be on Monday or Wednesday . It's awesome these few days . Ahha , movie treat , I can't wait for that plus study sessions :)x100000000 . hehe .

Anyways , today I had tuition and it was superb . For once I love it to the maximum :DDD hee . What else should I blog about ? Hmm , ohh , I forgot , on last Tuesday if I'm not mistaken I had 4 hours of Karaoke with Fella and Riera , plus I gotta meet Irina along with Natasha . Okay , it was awesomezxs ! Pictures at facebook , I'm uploading slowly . So many okay ! =,=" around 200 for 3 albums i think . hehe .

I wanna watch Karate Kid ! :D

OOOOH , finally , no more school :)))

2010-06-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

I wanna go study next week with , ahem . HAHAHAH , who ? Guess laaa . Any ways , dont forget you can ask me anything at my form spring , please , don't be shy :) And please leave your link there too !

I can't wait to see my Chemistry book full of writing , plus I still have English school work to do . Shit .

2010-06-10T08:14:00.001+08:00

Hi , I just realize that Mr Osman asked the whole class to do the whole book of Chemistry Ten Year Series during the holidays . OMG !!! HAHAHA , and since I've been practising , I just realize that I've done ALL the MCQs and HALF OF THE BOOK ! OMG !! HAHAHA , I think this is the only assessment book I'm gonna complete . HAHAHA

2010-06-10T08:09:00.002+08:00

Remind me again of why I should have the heart to care ? Ahhas , call me evil , call me heartless , I just choose not to . :)

School is awesome , yes I still do have school . And for some reasons I love it . HAHA . Okay , Im done . Gonna go to school now .

xoxox

2010-06-09T11:52:00.002+08:00

stop harassing me .

2010-06-07T07:36:00.004+08:00

Imma give you that BOO face because soon Imma head off to school which obviously will suck big time . Erg , FML ! I love the soundtrack for Lagenda Budak Setan . Omg , supa dupa sweet man . Chemistry , here I come .

&Sometimes , yaknow what , some bunch of people just disgust the hell outta me . Omg , leave me a-lone . And live your life like how I'm living mine ;D

Plus , those who wanna get links please kindly leave your link at my formspring , thank you belly much .

Psst , I'm glad that you're happy when I say you make me happy :)

Can't wait for Twilight Eclipse

2010-06-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

FALL FO CHU .

XOXO

2010-06-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

It totally sucks man , I didn't get to watch Killers cause its M18 . -.- Curse you so much . but but instead I gotta watch this totally great Malay show called Lagenda Budak Setan . Omg , the show totally AWESOME ! LOVE IT BAYBEHZXS . You guys show watch it , I wanna buy it on Dvd so that I can watch it again and again :DDD

&& nandos was yuuuuuumy . Love the extra hot peri peri sauce .

Well , I have school . AAAAHHHH , kill me D: FML ! FML !

More pictures on faceboooooooooooooooook :))

2010-06-06T14:00:00.002+08:00

Watched Prince of Persia at home yesterday half way when I dozed off . Gonna eat Nandos today , wheeeeee :))))))) and watching the Killers at cinema . OMGZSXS . okay , gonna find new songs now then after that gonna do my english tys . xoxoxoxox

2010-06-06T12:52:00.002+08:00

I still wanna watch The Last Song badly :c , I'm waiting for it to go on DVD . damn shit . Twilight will be coming out soon , omggzxss :) . Oh plus I missed out on BV Bazaar yesterday . Long story . Ahha , heard it sucks and food all sold out . lol , i hope my favourite girla's performance was great . I feel bad though . And some body was so concerned about me asking me where am I and why I didn't go . Ahha (:

Dang , tomorrow and till Thursday there's Chemistry for 3 frigging hours , oh , FML ! :c That's all . I love my life and especially when there's no one controlling it ;D I want this Saturday to be a girls day outinggggg . Yahoo .

2010-05-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

Got some of your links at my form spring already :)

Art is killing me .

xoxo

2010-05-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

I've lost all of you guys link , but I found those whom I know .

Much apologies , send me your link through my formspring and I'll link you up , nt forgetting put your name too .

Thank you :)

2010-05-29T13:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was super awesome . Had some work shop in the morning then at 4 pm headed to town with Syaeera . We went to 313@ somerset . Walked around to New look , forever 21 and basically the whole mall . Then we walked all the way to Far East . And yes , walked the whole mall too . hehe . Then we walked back to Cineleisure and bought some accessories and a dress each from Hula and Co . Played/walk/run in the heavy rain and got drenched , obviously .

And there was this Channel 5 thingy , it was so funny . Yessss , great minds think alike . We passed it !! HAHAHAH , it was so funny , I swear . Anyways , I guess that's about all . I'm watching The Losers now at home . Gonna miss out on Bv Bazaar .

Psssst , ask me anything at my form spring :D

2010-05-27T03:08:00.002+08:00

Currently having movie marathon . And at the same time chit chatting with some one on face book . Some one that makes me smile and laugh in front of my lappy like a crazy girl . Mister tak tau malue . Ahhaa , how ironic to have this feeling when I just got ta know him . Well , actually I should have known him for a longggg time now . heheh . Okay , wtv , goodbye i wanna continue watching my movie :) Gonna sleep at 4 am today or maybe later . Wehooo , great life huh .

2010-05-26T18:26:00.003+08:00

Old photo , I know . Well , I'm missing out 2 days of school . Maybe next 2 weeks I'm off . Missing in action . Ahhaa :) Okay lame . This is my time out from everything and I am enjoying each and every moment of it . Yippie . I wanna go shopping , maaaaan . I think I will miss out on Bv Bazaar :c Danggg .

Andddd , I've cleared my tagboard and put up my formspring instead . I'll be active there and reply whatever you write in to me . Till then people . xoxox

2010-05-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

This is gonna be my few last posts until I have no idea when . I'm feeling all crappy today but I did had fun at Ngee Ann Poly , dialog in the dark . It was amazing though , through darkness and all . I enjoyed , cool much and very annoying too . Not missing out , tiring -,- Once again , I'm a visual person and not audio . So , when I was in there , I practically hold on to any one's hand/shit/hair . HAHHA , some how , not my kinda thing . hehe . I had fun in the bus ride heading back school , girls , you know I know :)

I wanna go on a holiday !!! I don't have any June holidays D: Boooo !

2010-05-23T22:22:00.003+08:00

I seriously have no idea why that picture , but what ever , it's like the best among all :) Some times , face isn't needed . I can't wait for Dialog in the dark tomorrow . Omgzxs , heard it was awesome . I'm living my life right now , and nope , no love shit crap any more . (:

Well anyways , I'm a happy girl now like what I said in my other previous post . Ahhaas , N levels are coming and it's really time for me to buck up even though some thinks that I could pass it easily . Still , I gotta put in more effort . Like some say , if there's a will , there's a way .

Tomorrow school will start late , but I'm thinking since there's no breakfast , I'd rather come to school early to kick my day off with some studying , yes I know , ridiculous , kill me . Ahaa , but whatever , I have high expectations of myself this year and it will be sad if I let myself down , true ? :D

Well , it's unbelievable that there are still people who reads this blog of mine . Faithful readers huh . I'm glad . Thanks :D

Come to think about things , I'm obsessed with books nowadays . Omg , yes , surprised ? I read a book in 1 or 2 days , cool right ? And I'm so engrossed with them . Okay , whatever , I'm having flu now , sucks much ?

Okay , that's all people , stay tuned .

2010-05-17T05:19:00.001+08:00

I always thought it was best to try everything out and live your life to its fullest with no regrets. I honestly thought it would be better to experience love and possibly even heartbreak, instead of not knowing what they felt like at all. Thank you for showing me I was wrong.

2010-05-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

I can't wait to get my book tomorrow ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Thank you thank you thank you thank you . :))))))

I sooooo looking forward to get my new book , omgzxsszxsz .

This is so exciting , plus this is the first time some one ever bought me a book . :DDDDDDDDD

I'm so happy , omg omg omgzxsszxs , plus breakfast too .

After a loooong time :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Okay , that's all , will reply you guys tags soon , im so busy .

Pstt , missed chuuuu :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-05-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking to have a proper post on my blog for 2 hours now , but I can't seem to find the words to say . I've been reading my archives and how sweet and capable for me to love a person a lot and in that kind . It was sweet to read back and flash all those memories back into my mind at the same time , I could feel the pain I felt then . I guess I know why I'm doing this , it was since yesterday's incident when Syaeera and myself had some catching up done . It was sweet , no doubt . I miss the old me , the sweet one you've always loved' . :c

I feel so emo now after I read about someone on the July 31 '08 . Sigh , all good things comes to an end .

2010-05-15T19:09:00.002+08:00

Remembering the good old days .

Monday will be class photo taking and bolwing ones too .

Can't wait , some one asked me to doll up . Ahhaa .

, So I can't have you back .

And I really want my past ,

so , let's just say , if I can't have you ,

I'll choose him then .

he's my past too , right ?

Ahhaaas (:

2010-05-13T22:12:00.002+08:00

I love Malay oral for once !!!! After reading the passage , Mr Hamzah went like " good reading , can we move on to the conversation part now ? " In malay of course . Omgggg ! Sheshh , i can't believe this is actually happening , I said most of the things smoothly and Im very proud of myself . Loves . Yippie . and jyeah , no more love life for me . Imma happy girl now , hehe . :D

2010-05-13T05:11:00.002+08:00

Morning people , things are great now. Yesterday was my 2.4 km , 16 minutes . Thanks Manissah and Kak Lily for pacing me . You guys are the best ! Heee . My are is slowly moving . lol . Maths is good , full marks for arc length and area of sector tests . :D Yippie . AHHA , last monday was oral . Thank god , Ive recoverd . Imma happy girl now .

Oh , bedok view sec is on stomp ! heh

2010-05-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

Holla , I look different here . I know . See , natural beauty . Yippie . I had chill crab and black pepper crab . And tomorrow , I will study maths early in the morning . I have officially come to my senses to study -.- okay , goodnight every one :D

2010-05-09T15:21:00.004+08:00

Happy Mother's Day , Love you .

We're gonna have crab today . Yummy , I still have more of yesterday pictures to upload . Any ways , there'll be more pictures today with the crab and mooore . Yipie , I wanna watch Shrek Forever After ! Any one wanna tag along ? Ahha , when the movie is out la . Tomorrow , I will be having orals . Yes , I'm still sick , coughing and coughing . Pity me . haha , and pity the examiner tomorrow too :D

I never thought that it be easy . Cause we both so distance now . And the walls are closing in on us . And we're wondering how . No one has a solid answer . But just walking in the dark . And you can see the look on my face . It just tells me apart :c

2010-05-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

I don't wanna complain about my fever going up and down but really , it sucks yaknow . Okay whatever , went to Leisure Farm just now to celebrate Aqilah and Umar's birthday . I took lotsa pictures , like seriously a lot . Yes , even if I'm sick I still can take pictures . I'm getting tired of using make ups already , and I'm tired of looking at my phone . I don't know why -,- I wanna mia . :c Nobody will know why . I'm just so tired of everything . Kill me ? (':

2010-05-08T11:44:00.003+08:00

Still having fever though . When is it gonna end . I hate this feeling . I hate it . I hate it . Good bye .

2010-05-07T11:24:00.002+08:00

yes , I'm still sick . condition worsen . my oh my , out of all the 7 tablets that I have to take , the antibiotics is the worst . It's super bitter that I puke yesterday when I took it . Ahaha , don't believe ? Go try . heh (:

When my world is falling apart , when there is no light to break up the dark . That's when I look at you . When the waves are flooding the shore and I can't find my way home anymore . That's when I look at you . You appear just like a dream to me . Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me . All I need every breath that I breathe .

When no one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time… that’s love .

2010-05-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hi , I'm sick -,- Okay whatever . I absent myself from school today as I was having high fever . Went to the doctor's and he gave 2 days mc . so tomorrow I wont be going to school . Even better , weekends too . 4 days free time . Yippie :D But I'm very very sick now only I can feel the pain . Ugh . It sucks to be sick , seriously .

tag replies :
Mystery - somehow , you sound scary . haha , who are you and who's your friend ? lol . at the same time , funny though :)
Nelly - I've linked you already laa dearest . At the top top part (: And i missed you more . Sorry , nowadays im very busy tak sempat nak go online .

2010-05-03T20:21:00.003+08:00

Holla , I'm bored . Okay , how irritating to know that I keep on complaining about me being bored . Any ways , I'm typing faster than I thought . LOL . How lame . Dang , tomorrow's school . Ass man , back to all the studies and doing art every day . Behind time . Urrrgh . Study group plan is still on track , yippie ~ Yes , I'm very committed when it comes to studying . Believe it or not -,-

Oh , I'm supposed to blog about Yayat ! Good luck for tomorrow , first day in NS jyeah . Endure all the pain and cherish new friends . I bet you'll have fun . Much misses , hope to see you around some time and take a picture together . LOL , after everything , we have no picture together , crap i know . heh :D

Okay , I guess thats about all . Waiting for my McD's to arrive . Eh wait ! Arrive already ~ whee . so efficient . :D

2010-05-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to blog about but I don't wanna have a dead blog at the same time . Some how , I can't wait for Maths supplementary to start -,- I know this sounds weird but , I love maths now plus the challenge . Wooo , I think I shall blame .... on this -,- heh . But wtv , it's a good thing though .

I'm starting to crave for ... as i've been getting it once a week . Shitzxs . Okay , bye bye . I miss my girls , wanna meet them soon . c:

2010-05-02T00:16:00.005+08:00

Went shopping with family just now , me and my 3 brothers bought a body shop perfume each . I love my new rose Moroccan perfume :) No more smelling Japanese cherry blossom on me already . nyehehe . Monday is a holiday , and I'm gonna have a packed schedule next week . Shitzxs .

I'm sucha bad girla now :c That's why I wanna refrain myself from being close to you . I broke my promise . I'm sorry .

2010-04-29T04:57:00.005+08:00

Heyho , I'm currently on hiatus .

Sorry people ! Get updates through Facebook .

Currently living my life the way is should be , ohhhh ~

Can anything be any more perfect than this ? Ahha (:

Okay , scroll through some pictures and I'm off !

Yes , my B2 ! Nayliiiii ~ And some of Aqil and his mom . Ahha , :)

2010-04-23T21:11:00.004+08:00

Hi , I was thinking of banking and finance :) LOL

Exams comin , Im studyin yo' .

HAHAH , anything get updates/contact me through FB / Twitter / Tumblr .

Handphone ku stengah hidup , so jyeah -,-

Sorry , not mia-ing but just busy . Dx

Bye :)

Ps , I have 3 blue blacks on my hands ! Believe it or not . Pftt .

TAG REPLIES ;

passerby: hello! i saw you just now ! ^_^. You sure are pretty

; Hey , thank you :) Who are you ? Betcha pretty too . ^^

Nanaa Kaysiiow: B! I MISS YOU LEY! WHERE YOU GO?!

; Holla sweetie , I missed you too . im busy with school laa syg . Sorry . heh , catch up w you soon :)

Tag again then I'll reply . Im lazy to reply all leh ~ hahah

2010-04-18T15:40:00.003+08:00

hello , currently I'm bored and I have touched a single thing about school yet . Well , actually I mopped my house . Ahhaa , yes , I did the house work . Imagine that . You guys may LOL now . :) I'm gonna do my art layout again later . And boo , I'm tired plus plus no breakfast tomorrow :c

Oh not forgetting , there's this mista which texted me " Bella gile " And went like hahahahahaah . Omg , can't you get any lamer , mista ? Hee . Oh , wait I know , you missed me right ? Ahahha , like I said , the other time , go see all those pictures where by you bullied me -,- And who's that lady that has been giving you blue black ? Tsk tsk , bad bad lady !

And can you believe it ! Tomorrow is Monday ! Like time flies damn fast . I can't wait for either Tuesday or Friday ! Woohooooo , yaknow it's a kind of feeling that's unexplainable . Plus minus about love . Ahhhhhhhh , * scream my lungs out ! * I can't believe it's actually happening . Omggggg , jumps around ~ :D

Okay , that's all for today , little brother calling me to study together .

XOXO

2010-04-17T21:50:00.004+08:00

I loveeeee Tumblr now . Weeee ~

www.hearoutmy-sorrows.tumblr.com

Pss , i'm craving for mee hoon kuah with extra kentang again -,-

Oh , Achik Spin meninggal dunia . Inalillah .

2010-04-17T16:37:00.001+08:00

Ahha , for that mister who will always call me a dumb dumb :)

2010-04-17T15:28:00.003+08:00

true isn't it ?

Went shopping with mummy yesterday and I bought a nike pants . Luv it ! :) Thanks mum . I still don't get enough of shopping . Any ways , I watched Bounty Hunter just now was and it was damn funny but I don't quite understand the story line . I'll rate 5/10 . Watching Dear John now followed by I Can Do All The Bad Things Myself later . Saturdays = Movie Marathon . HAHA .

Some how , I miss school already . HA HA , unbelievable or what ? Any ways , I gotta buy a new perfume . Should I go Victoria's or Dior ? Cause now , my D&G perfume is giving me a headache and Cherry Blossom perfume is almost finished . :(

Pssst , why'd you even bother adding me into your new msn contacts when after all you said all those things to me . So you'd be my friend now ? Where'd all your hatred towards me go ? Wtv , I gotta admit it that I really do miss you . Oh well .. ( ' :

Mummy mummy , I want Bali this June :D

XOXO