Monday, February 13, 2012
@ 6:12 PM
I've decided to update this blog of mine yet again. Who ever knows, my loyal readers are still waiting for me to update.
You guys have some catching up to do then!
School was not as fantastic. I was all quiet and lonely girl. A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. Sigh. I'm trying my best to face it and smile and move on.
You that feeling whereby you love someone so much but things just won't go your way and you just have to set them free? Yeah. That's what I'm going through.
I feel utterly disappointed with you me us. 😔
Saturday, August 20, 2011
@ 9:22 AM
You wanna know why , here's the reason .
I felt that you've stopped trying to make me happy , like I'm not worth fighting for anymore .
First was about the goatee . And you didn't comfort me .
I felt like shit . And I though that you'll be okay later , but it seems like I'm nothing to you any more .
If you stop fighting for me , isn't that love already fading ?
and you said i should stop giving attitude , you know i always do that .
but , why did you change ?
why now ?
then it was in the bus , I was crying and yet you said you wanna alight .
what does that even mean ?
what am i to you now ?
however , I'm glad that you didn't alight .
you tried to comfort me only making yourself to vent your anger at me and making me see the sight of you that i despise .
what is this ?
how am i suppose to tell you the reason for everything when you're acting like that ?
tell me how am i suppose to pour my heart out to you when you're forcing me .
if you cant handle me like this , giving attitude , leave me .
id understand . id tell everyone that we're not meant to be and it was neither of our faults .
cause if you love me , like you said you do , prove it . show it . convince me that your love ain't a lie .
cause if you say that you'll be there for me through it all , then take a stand in your own words .
but for now , you shattered my heart . you threw it away .
Leave me , if you can't take it anymore .
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